Wow - I just finished reading Melissa's and Charlotte's weekend blogs - and I was amazed at how similar their experiences and their feelings were on Sunday.  I didn't have the SAME experience and them, but I sure was in the dumps Sunday too.  I always feel semi-isolated from the "ward" in general, being the primary chorister (but I love the calling so it's all good there), but I felt sad and crummy all day too.  Tim kept asking what was wrong, and I kept saying, "I'm just tired."  About dinner time I realized I was more tired of my LIFE, than 'tired' -  as in sleepy and needed a nap.  I was just tired of the same thing day in day out.  The same referee of silly battles with and between children.  the never ending chore of laundry, cooking, cleaning...
Sometimes I just want to throw in the towel and run away from everything.  Luckily, I have enough sense of responsibility and commitment that I don't give in to the feeling, and even more luckily, the feeling doesn't usually last TOO TOO long. 
I just took a nice long shower and I'm feeling like a new woman!  (Of course, i haven't walked out into the messy kitchen since my shower, but I think I'm up to it!)
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Odd. Definitely Odd.
You would think we were all roommates again or something.
Glad you're more on the upswing now.
:)
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